love........ tsssssss..........
love.. is there such thing? I mean really? it's just a word used by people who think they are in love... but what does it mean to be "in love"? if there is such thing, then why does falling out of love exist? I'm serious.... what is love and how is it to love and be loved? sure sure.there's the love of and for family...they bring out the best in you,they'd die for you...so what's the difference to the other kind of love that usually "lovers" share? they would die for the other, and they bring out the fucking best out of their partner....they said love will bring you ultimate happiness... but isn't it that finding your purpose and niche in life also brings ultimate happiness? Please explain to me, and if ever possible... show me how it is love... It is all too confusing..
i thought I loved...but heck... it was far from it... I just enjoyed his company.... and now... he's somewhere out there... "loving" some other people.... I really don't care.... right now.. I really don't know what to call it.... I don't want to jump from one thing to another and claim it to be love... not because he's not worthy of the pain and the risk...but because I want things to be freaking perfect... I don't want to ruin the perfect imaginary thing going on.... well...if there is one.... but you get what i mean?
