my day's not over.
i had a very tiring day. 1 long test in filipino 14 and another one right after filipino, in asian history. i haven't had enough sleep since sunday, after the two long tests, i was already tired and sleepy. at 11am, we attended our PE class, "arnis". then met up with our blockmates,and walked to the overpass tryc in front of jollibee and went to the LRT station. we went to gateway and we were originally planning to see a movie, but we all decided after like 30mins, that we'll just eat out because we didn't want to risk being late fo psych class and missing our PE class(though not everyone had PE or other classes from 11-12). i was really excited because i thought we were gonna see NARNIA. but oh well, there'll be some other time. anyhoo, we stopped at CIBO, hmmmm, then realized it was too expensive for us.... so then, we went to dencio's, at the araneta center.... then after eating, NIKO paid for our bills. yehey. kaya pala we stopped at cibo nung una. SAYANG! he was telling us before that he'd treat us one of these days. days ago, he also planned with our other blockmates of eating in CIrcles. again, its expensive and baka hindi ko masulit yung bayad ko. marami ako kumain, pero hindi bigla bigla. tipong evry hour kakain, hindi yung isang upuan lang. or something but then again, he might treat us again. haha! KIDDING. anyhoo, after that, we went back to katip, school, psych class. it was fun coz some of our blockmates havent commuted before, as in commute like walk sa streets, take a tricycle, take the LRT. haha.so anyhoo,it was fun. but then, come psych class, i was sobrang sleepy, usapang sleep and dreams and stuff.. wow... paparinig. and sakto, for the graded recitation, ako yung unang natawag, simple lang naman eh. pero every mtg kasi, he calls on 5 students and answer an easy minsan hard question. answer ko to my question was WERNICKE'S and BROCA'S area. the ones that are only found on the left side of the brain.
after that, i went home, slept at 5:15pm, woke up at 11pm. and so my drama begins.
AJ, my nephew, was watching tv, and so i hugged him tight sobra, and i watched na lang with him. and he had so many things to tell me, it was as if he waited for me all afternoon and night to come home, and then wake up. so i just listened. after this day, hearing him just talk and sound so fascinated by the show we're watching, i felt really relaxed. i can't explain it,
but i was really really happy. HAPPY. haaay. then he told me he has a HW and so we did his HW.he's one bright kid. he's 5 yo and he passed grade 1. he reads well, though he has less experience and knowledge in problem solving, but he knows math na. gets? then i ate dinner, and i asked him to go to bed na. after the 2nd time i went and check him if he's sleeping, or even trying to sleep, i went to him and told him, "sabi ni mimi tulog ka na raw".
AJ:nagtext sayo si mimi? (he's aware that his mom's not here, went out of the country)
me: hindi po, sabi po niya bago siya umalis na patulugin ka namin para hindi ka na skeleton..hehe...
AJ: hehe... sasama na lang po ako sa kaniya....
so okay... dun na nagstart..... its really nothing.. its just that, i'm really close to my sisters..... tipong we go out ng kaming 4 lang. and i used to hate them, being the YOUNGEST, im the black sheep or the rebelde sa pamilya, and i kinda hated them for being RIGHT in everyone's eyes...so anyhoo......past na yun eh.... parang napaisip lang ako... after a year, or 2 years, uuwi na rin yung sister ko(actually isang sister ko rin with her BF susunod din dun after a few months), pero by that time.....i mean pag-uwi nila... i'll be working na siguro...and they'll get married na.,... so hey.... is it really goodbye for all of us?can't help it.. im sorry.... im becoming all dramatic again.....
i'm gonna miss those times lang when nakikipag-agawan pako sa internet, coz she's always talking on the phone...... or sa tv.. or pag pinapagalitan niya si AJ..not because gusto ko na pinapagalitan niya si aj, pero yung feeling ko na "haaay, stop na...." ..hehe.... and some other stuff..... oh well........ para akong nagblog kay dino kanina eh... so here it is...
dino dela rama :parang pagkatapos ng 2 long tests, at, sa kaso ko, accounting quiz, parang tama lang yung nag-dencio's tayo.
lizzettezamora ): well, mejo hindi pa tapos yung araw ko...lizzettezamora (1/13/2006 12:07:13 AM): never will be..
dino dela rama ): drama!
lizzettezamora no, kasi my eldest sis left na nga, with my mom.... sis ko, mga a year or 2 years pa bago magkita ulet...
lizzettezamora : eh si AJ, her son, andto.... pinatulog ko na and he just said "sasama na lang ako kay mimi" (mimi yung tawag sa mommy niya)
blah blah...
lizzettezamora: ............so 2 na lang kami matitira rito.. kaya para akong may sariling bahay ngayon eh.....dino dela rama : hala, inuman na 'to..
lizzettezamora : tinuruan ko pa si AJ sa HW niya.. you know.. mga little stuff na mas nagpapafeel sakin na WAAAA, im alone..
dino dela rama : aaw
lizzettezamora : tapos party bukas ni paola, and i cant go..tapos sobrang pinipilit na nila ako kasi "i'll be missed"...sobrang may maghahatid na sakin the next day...tapos wala...
eh i cant go eh...
dino dela rama : wow, parang big sister role ka na ngayon sa bahay
ACTUALLY...... not big sister..... may mga kasama naman ako sa house, helpers, lola ko, aunt ko and baby cousin, nephew AJ, and so far 2 sisters pa.....tapos mom ko balik din in a couple of months, dad ko vacation niya na rin sa summer ata, then alis sila ulet ng mom ko.ksama ATA 3rd sister ko... so hmmmm......
LONELINESS, ikaw ba iyan? haha... sabi ng bf ng 1st sis ko (1st sis yung umalis), sadness nga eh.. well yeah, sad nga....(hmm, loneliness again? is it this year's theme? haha)
tagal na since umiyak ako because of losing something ah... i mean not really LOSING.. pero gets? siguro yung not being able to experience the things you're used to, or have grown to love....or something.. so okay.... FOCUS LIZ! you have long tests, reports coming.......... okay...
GOOD MORNING.... its 1:25am na eh...
