wishful thinking
haha.. I almost cried in front of my blockmates kanina sa mcdo.. of all the places.. oh well.. I hope they'd understand that I didn't want to talk about it.. I walked out and went to the CR.. oh well.. its weird.. but the thing I didn't want to talk about, is the only thing left that no one knows about.. shempre, privacy ko rin sana.. hehe.. what else? I got 148 over 200 sa midterms.. sabi ng iba "wow ang taas".. I told myself.. I know I can do better, but why didn't I? I was bothered by something.. something I don't want to think about, ever again.. what else? hehe.. oh well.. I'm missing ETHEL again.. awwwww..
"I like you, but I don't know what to do about it.
I like you, but, do I really?
I like you, but you don't..
I like you... but I forgot about how I really felt a long time ago..
I like you... but what I feel inside's gonna have to wait..
I can't keep on killing myself, waiting and hoping..
but at least I have this thing in me, to keep me on looking forward
to the next moment I'll be with you...
that may be in the far future, but at least.. I have that to hold on to.."-- 08-17-04 (30 mins before the Hoobastank concert)
