depression.
illusion.
frustration.
or fascination? it is all too real.
surreal. or unreal?
make me feel.
make me see what you see.
i want to be what you want to be.
wanna go under the sea.
swimming in an empty vast space.
hazed. in a daze.
baffled. confused. for it's all too confusing.
disappointing.
that's what i've been.
mistakes unseen. but continues to haunt me.
I never want to be,
what I used to be;
who i used to be.
i've become numb. indifferent.
love? be loved? my beloved.
i'm incapable. unstable.
disabled by the pains.
blaming you.
is what i want to do.
but i wont choose to.
you're me. im you.
hoping for you to like me too.
im dreaming. in dreams.
the reality. in the realms of my dreams.
