i just edited my template. I'm wishing I knew how to make a template so i can just change and edit it when i get bored to seeingee the same thing, over and over.
Anyhoo, my site title is CONFUSION IS COMFORT. Hmm. It explains how i feel and think right now. I think I've become more objective. Hmm. Not really. I've just become less dramatic and emotional now. reading and marketing were a big part to my "recovery". haha. recovery because to be honest, i still haven't recovered from my past attraction and attachment. Yeah, my friends are right, I can still like someone and not feel pressured and super uber HOPEFUL that it comes to the point that HOPE becomes an understatement. I don't want to become like one of those stalkers who WISH to the stars in the sky and go out of their way just to see and follow the person they like. OOOh, exage, but gets? And since I'm getting "well", why, then, did i say that CONFUSION IS COMFORT? Well, for me, it feels good to know that I can feel and get confused and lost. It makes me want to do more, and be better at doing them. It shows me the bigger picture of things. It makes me think deeper and with more sense. Well, I may not be right at times, but because of the process I experience and undergo, I feel like I'm learning something real and important.
Well, to sum it all up, I'm confused not because of 2 choices, but because of a choice of whether to acknowledge something, or ignore it and just let fate play its course. I don't know. Something's telling me to go and give it a try, but I'm not that very convinced that I should risk things just to "give it a try". I just don't know. I have my set of theories, and Im not sure if they are anomalies (sorry, sci 10) that are worth looking into.
ARGHHHHHH
