EMOTIONAL.
i don't know if i have the right at all to be ranting about this or if i am just being irrational right now and acting like a bad friend, but i feel disappointed in the friendships i have(or just some chosen people?) haha. well, its not like i hate them or anything, its just that, i feel like my efforts in staying friends with these people are being taken for granted. well, ignored even.i used to have this thinking that if somebody doesn't want to be around you, then act the same way they're treating you or acting around you; act as if you don't want to be around them too. But, I know that shallow and insecure people think that way, and i admit to my being insecure. But, I changed that thinking into a more positive and "friendly" thinking. im really open to the idea and possibility that you give even the least importance to OUR friendship, but sometimes, i can't help but doubt it, you.
maybe this is just my emotions taking over, or something.
i love my friends, but sometimes i think that they don't appreciate that. and sometimes i think that the love isn't reciprocated.
*HINDI ITO LOVE ISSUE BLAH BLAH, FRIENDSHIP ISSUE ITO, OKAY?*
