=I thought it'd end=
sobrang long ago na tong stuff na ginawa ko.... tipong 4 months ago..haha!! I am totally blanked out right now.... All I wanna do is sleep...and hell,that's what I've been doing for the past weeks....haha!!here it goes:
There’s too much silence in my life that it impedes my hearing. I wanted a peaceful life you know, but I guess, it was too much for me. I asked for a tranquil life, but what was given to me, was a freaking immobile verve. But wait, I suddenly felt this force, this push. It’s telling me to go out and have fun, act young, and just be out there. So I did. I enjoyed the lights, the drinks, and I met different people along the way. Then you came. YOU came! You freaking changed my life. Oh yes, you did. You just ruined it!!!! You put so much superfluous and unwanted shit in my life!!!! You’re so insensitive! You were enjoying all that, while I suffer and torture myself. I tried to give that noise you’re giving a chance, but it was too much!!! I can’t control it anymore! You’re the one who has the strength to change it all back to normal, but you seem to be having your own fun, well, I don’t want to spoil it for you. But you know what? I’m so freaking tired of it!! All I can say now is “freaking!”, because that’s exactly what’s happening to me, freaking out. It’s all because of you! I’m really really tried, but it still wasn’t good enough! So I guess I’ll just sit here, in this fucking room, kill all the lights, shut all the windows and doors. I’ll just wait for time to pass, and maybe in that way, I can escape the torment and agony you’ve been giving me all this time. I’ll wait, wait for my life to end, until the blood beneath my skin starts to stop to surge. Then maybe, by that time.. You’ll decide to leave….and when that time comes…I’d be very thankful….and at last..I’ll be in peace…
It's really boring...it didn't make any sense.... but I just wanted to get all my anger out..you know?? I know you guys will understand... haha!! Gosh! It's like I'm talking to myself here....but anyways... that's what I'm good at...talking to myself...haha!!
