an old one....
"blast to infinity"
I thought I'd die when you left me in the rain.
As the water poured down my cheek,tears flowed down,
unconsciously.While out there,I didn't think of how
my neighbors would pity me for being once again alone,
but what I did mind,was the fact that you're not here with
me,as you used to be.It was sad.It was depressing.From
the way I cried that night, it was obvious on how much
pain I was going through.Not only did I love you,I gave you
my whole life.My life revolved around you.All I did was for
and about you.I loved hard before, but not as much as I did
you.You were the perfect one for me.You came just in time
to put my life back together when everyone else believed I
was losing it.You made me trust you, you made me depend on you,
you made me fall for you.It was not hard to fall for you, you know.
You had the exact amount of perfection I've been looking
for in every guy for a long time.You were PERFECT!Nothing much
to say to that, for that basically explains everything else.
But I didn't know where we went wrong, where I went wrong.
Was it because I loved you too much?Or was I just not enough for
your perfect beauty,perfect life,perfect you?You left
with no word being said,not a simple grin on your face was
to be seen.From that I knew,you had a very deep reason to leave.
BUt why did you not bother tell me?Leave it in a note maybe?
You left, right when I was watching you walk away from me.Why?
Why such drama?Why such silence?Am I really that bad,that I
deserved all that?I guess I'll never know.But this
I tell you again,when you left me there, in the rain,
I thought I'd die.But no, wait,
I did die.With that knife on the counter, do you
remember that knife,you came to me that night,
and slit my throat, but not deep enough for me to die
instantly.You made me wait, you made me
bleed, you made me witness the most hurtful thing a
person could ever do to me.You made me witness the betrayal
of that one person I trusted and offered my life to.
You left me,with no dignity in me, no life in me.
I was better off dead, I thought.Only to realize.........
