"find the one who respects every part of who you are"
i'm quoting myself... haha... its not the question of looking and finding a person that respects you fully, but its more of like keeping a person you know who respects you well... finding would mean coming after them, when in fact, every option/choice is spread out in front of you, its actually your choice and risk now of who to choose...choosing who stays with you doesn't necessarily mean that it will be a mutual relationship, its just for you to know how to find the right guy when "he" comes... everything is a test, and when you most unexpect it, he'll come bumping into you...
so now i want to tell you this... it hurts me so much to see us end this, not because of the reasons that you did nothing nor that the "us" didn't work out, but because the end of this only shows that you were just part of a test when I wanted you to be that "him" I'm waiting for... you came early in my life, too early and too soon...