B E F O R E
LIKING: check
ACCEPTANCE: check
BEING OPEN TO THE POSSIBILITIES: check
THE STORY: check
PATIENCE: check
HOPE: check
AWKWARDNESS: check
ALL SMILES, ALWAYS: check
CONFUSION: check
COMPLICATION: check
ANALYSIS: check
RANTING: check
DISAPPOINTMENT: check
FRUSTRATION: check
ALCOHOL: check
BREAKDOWN: check
BEING EMO: check
OKAY PASSES: check
LOOKING FORWARD: check
P R E S E N T
*ESCHEWING: check
*AVOIDANCE: check
*TAKING IT AS IT IS: check
*CLEAN SLATE EVERYDAY: check
ACCEPTANCE: check
BEING OPEN TO THE IMPOSSIBILITIES: check
ENDING OF THE STORY: working on it
PATIENCE: not applicable
HOPE: not applicable
AWKWARDNESS: not in my part
FAKE SMILES: check, not always though of course
CONFUSION: none. or check. somewhere in the middle, still
COMPLICATION: not applicable
ANALYSIS: check. still processing and validating
RANTING: totally gone
DISAPPOINTMENT: will never be gone, will always apply
FRUSTRATION: all gone
ALCOHOL: none
BREAKDOWN: not applicable
BEING EMO: will always be emo.
OKAY, BUT BETTER, PASSES: check
LIKING: hoping for it to become inexistent
LOOKING FORWARD: not anymore!
F U T U R E*BITTERNESS: check, i think
*REGRET: check, i think
*LESSON LEARNED: check, deifinitely.
*NEW PERSON: check, i hope.
EVERYTHING IN PAST&PRESENT: hopefully, have been dealt with
